My whole career started off with instantly being made to feel like a sexual object, and being made to feel vulnerable in those sessions. Other sessions would have alcohol and it would get to a point where the man would say something suggestive and I’d feel uncomfortable. I’d have to laugh it off – I constantly had to laugh things off. “And I was like, why? I didn’t see myself as an object of desire.” He and others took advantage of the hitmaker's innocence at just 19: “I wouldn’t be able to get home because I couldn’t afford it, and they would say: ‘You can stay.’ But there would always be the suggestion of something. “The first producer I met, wanted to sleep with me,” she says. Her debut album went to #1 on the UK official chart in 2010 and the rest is history.She was openely supportive of the #MeToo movement earlier because she too had been harassed. “music chose me" Ellie recalled how she played guitar manically every night, writing manically, going to open mic nights and putting her songs on MySpace. Brought up in a council house in Herefordshire, Goulding told the Guardian she originally wanted to be an actress and studied drama, “but I was painfully shy”, so she became a pop star: “Singing seemed to be a way for me to have confidence while not being confident,” she says. It was inspired by 33 years of love, failed high-profile relationships, family troubles and toxic masculinity. World Music Awards - Ellie Goulding makes her comeback after 5 years with 'Brightest Blue' and debuts at #1 on the Worldwide ITunes Album Chart! ???????????? Ellie Goulding's 1st album in 5 years, 'Brightest Blue', has debuted at #1 on the Worldwide ITunes Album Chart! The British Superstar has been self isolating at her husband's cottage in Oxford and she's already done plenty of interviews and streamed performances to promote her new album before it even dropped! The Songstress opened up to the Guardian in a heartfelt interviews about her latest album 'Brightest Blue' which critics say is her best ever! It's Goulding’s 4th studio album, a symphonic electronic pop collection of hits.